The source exclusively tells We that the passing of Kim Porter, Sean “Diddy” Combs’ ex-girlfriend in 2018, had a significant impact on him. "When Kim died, it really shook Diddy to his core," the insider shared in the latest issue of Us magazine. "It came as a huge shock and marked a turning point in his life. While the other women in his life may have been temporary, Kim was the one who truly mattered. Things were never the same after her death."
Porter and Diddy had an on-again, off-again relationship from 1994 to 2007 and had three children together: son King, 26, and twin daughters D’Lila and Jessie, 17. Diddy also adopted Porter’s son from a previous relationship, Quincy, who is now 32.
After Porter passed away at the age of 47 from lobar pneumonia, Diddy expressed his grief on Instagram. He shared, “For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven’t. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you baby. I miss you so much. Today I’m going to pay tribute to you, I’m going to try and find the words to explain our unexplainable relationship. We were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates. WE WERE SOME OTHER S–T!! And I miss you so much. Super Black Love.”
The source reveals that Diddy has undergone significant changes over the years, especially with his personal life making news following the raid on two of his homes on March 25 in relation to a sex trafficking probe.
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The recent allegations have left an insider feeling surprised and disheartened. They mention, "I'm very surprised at how ugly and dark this is. We were close. Something has gone very wrong. This isn't what he used to be about."
Diddy was not at home during the raids and has not faced any charges or arrests related to the federal investigation. His sons, Justin Combs, 30, and King, were at home when the raids took place. TMZ stated that both were detained by police but later released after a few hours.
Although Diddy has not spoken about the raids directly, his lawyer issued a statement on Wednesday, March 27th.
Last week, attorney Aaron Dyer expressed concern over the excessive military-level force used during the execution of search warrants at Mr. Combs' residences. He highlighted the unwarranted show of force and hostility towards Mr. Combs' children and employees. Although Mr. Combs cooperated with authorities and was not detained, the aggressive approach was deemed unnecessary.
In addition, the statement emphasized that despite media speculation, neither Mr. Combs nor any of his family members have been arrested. Their ability to travel has not been restricted in any way. The statement denounced the ambush and media frenzy surrounding the incident, labeling it as a premature rush to judgment. It was described as a witch hunt based on unfounded accusations from civil lawsuits.
Furthermore, the statement reiterated that there has been no evidence of criminal or civil liability in relation to the allegations against Mr. Combs. He maintains his innocence and is committed to clearing his name. The message concluded by asserting Mr. Combs' determination to fight against the unjust scrutiny he is facing.
In the aftermath of the recent events, old stories about Diddy's house parties have resurfaced. One particular video clip from Usher's appearance on The Howard Stern Show in 2016 went viral on social media last month.
During the interview, Usher, who was 45 years old at the time, shared his memories of living with Diddy back in the spring of 1994 when he was only 15. He mentioned, "I got a chance to see some things... I don't know if I could indulge and even understand what I was looking at." Usher described a scene where there were always girls around, and opening a door could reveal people engaging in intimate activities or even group activities. It was a place where unexpected things would happen.
Diddy has been involved in controversy before the recent home raids. In late 2023, his ex-girlfriend Cassie, also known as Casandra Ventura, accused him of rape and repeated physical abuse during their relationship. The ex-couple dated on and off from 2007 to 2018.
Diddy strongly denied the accusations, and the lawsuit was resolved outside of court just one day after Cassie filed it.
Cassie's representative responded to the home raids in a statement to Us magazine last month. The spokesperson expressed support for law enforcement in their efforts to prosecute those who have broken the law. They hope that this is just the start of holding Mr. Combs accountable for his unacceptable behavior.
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Editor's P/S:
The passing of Kim Porter, Sean "Diddy" Combs' ex-girlfriend, sent shockwaves through his life. It marked a turning point, leaving a profound impact that resonates to this day. Porter's presence in his life was irreplaceable, and her absence has been